Esok 2 minggu? 2 minggu apa tu?
2 minggu pemergian insan yg ku sayang selain family iaitu Tunku Jalil atau mesra dipanggil Lil
5 disember 2015 automatically this IG removed from my following list 😢
Sedih...yeah mmg sedih...sebulan 5 hari x stalk almarhum sbb SPM...sepatutnya 4 hari yg ada tu ak dpt stalk ig dia...mmg ada niat nk stalk..nk tgk keadaan dia...
Tapi ak lengah2kan...ak ckp next time..next time...
Tup2 malam I mean 5 disember tuu...2 hours lpz dia pergi baru la aku tau dia da xde...tu pun when my father bgtau "anak sultan tu da xde"
First mmg terkedu..anak sultan..sultan johor?
"Yg ada kanser tuu"
Tunku jalil??? Jalil???
"Tunku jalil"
Allah bagaikan degupan jantung berhenti seketika bila nama tu diungkapkan...
Tanpa melengahkan masa...aku terus amek fon on ig...first thing ak cari IG dia...deactivated...from there I know berita yg ak terima tu btol..I mean it is a fact..
Cari tag #tunkujalil..
Ramai ucapkan takziah..al fatihah
How can I describe my feeling that time??? Sumpah ak ckp..seolah2 that time aku di dunia ni sendiri...hanya ada aku dan fikiran ke arah dia...
Menyesal sbb x stalk tunku...😢
Now its already 13 days u left us....bila baca warkah dr mama you..bila baca ucapan terima kasih kpd aunty sabrina n also uncle amy...hati jadi sebak sgt Lil..tp air mata x mengalir...sy x thu la time mama awk tulis sume tu dia menangis ke x
But I know lil..as mom yg melahirkan you..of coz dia la yg paling2 sedih Lil...more than your father....
After your mom...your father...then your siblings..then your big family..then us...
Kalau kami yg peminat3 awk pun nangis teresak2...apatah lg ur family...
Nice to know you Lil..I try to be like you..x sombong...tp what can I do Lil..actually sy x sombong..tp muka sy je nmpk sombong...
Cuba utk cintakan haiwan..yes I love animal very much tp haiwan yg ada bulu jela...tp I x suka bau2 najis mereka...
I am not like you yg sanggup cuci kandang haiwan dkt zoo...its hard for me to be like you...x faham kenapa Lil nk kerja as pencuci kandang padahal Lil sgt2 layak dpt kerja yg lebih bagus
Bila panas..I try didik hati x merungut...
Kdg tu dkt pasar or uptown....ramai org...suka langgar2...I rasa geram+marah...
Tp you?
Sanggup turun uptown / pasar....wow really admire you Lil...
Awk x mcm siblings awk yg lain..I hope tunku abu bakar sama perangai mcm awak
Why TAR and also tunku idris mcm sombong? Kenapa mereka x mcm awak...
13 hari..alhamdulillah sy x nangis..sy cuma sebak shj...my pray always with you Lil..jujur katakan even you da xde..hati ni masih nk jeles tgk you pye komen dgn peminat2...tgk gmbr you dgn kwn2 perempuan
I try to avoid drpd tgk pic you and kwn perempuan or dgn org2 perempuan...why?? Sbb klu I tgk u gmbr dgn perempuan dgn pgg tangan ke or peluk ke ... hati I akan berkata..buat apa nk doakan utk you...ya allah Lil sumpah sy nk always doakan awk...x nak ada perasaan mcm tu Lil
Lil I know u have a kind heart...I know it very well...but u x syg allah sgt2...I know its not ur fault..family awk dibesarkan dlm situasi yg sebegitu...so awk pun membesar dlm keadaan yg mcm tuu
Mcm sy...what my parents do is the right thing..I always follow them...
Baba you x tutup aurat...you follow bcoz u think he do the right thing...so awk x ambil peduli psl org lain...just follow ur parents bcoz mereka adalah contoh paling3 baik kpd awk dan jgk siblings..
Yeah I admit it drpd segi nilai murni...mereka sgt2 baik...hormat dll..berjiwa rakyat..x sombong...
Tp sbnrnya sbg ank yg soleh bring ur parents pergi ke jalan yg bnr...tp u cant bcoz u already gone...
I bersyukur sgt u x kwen..sbb kalau u kwen lg byk dosa yg you kena pgg....cukuplah dosa you shj...jgn la ditambah dgn dosa istri...dosa anak..allah
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